I'm off to the hospital. My scheduled c-section is this morning. So excited to meet my new baby girl. I may not be posting for a while, we'll see. But I will be back with details and maybe a photo or two. Jen
I had a hard mommy day yesterday. Home from school, my six-year-old daughter proved to be as challenging as ever. By bedtime I questioned God's wisdom in making me her mother. I obviously wasn't the right person for the job. Deep down, I know He knows what He is doing, but last night was one of those times that I just couldn't see it. I thought I was doing my best as a worn-out, 38 week pregnant, mother of three could do. But we both ended up in tears, she accusing me of "not even liking" her. All over some trivial little thing. Sigh.
So anyway, I found this post today over at High Desert Home that inspired me as a mother and a homemaker. Just what I needed.
Now, I need to read it a few more times, or maybe everyday.
It's been way too long since I did this. I really need to focus on thankfulness more often. Right now, when I'm discouraged about certain things, this really helps me to focus on the goodness in my life.
I'm surrounded by blessings, big and small:
-hugs from my little man
-kicks from my little lady (eleven days until I hold her!)
-helpfulness and sweetness from my big girls
-hard work and sacrifice from my husband
-phone calls from far away mom, dad, and sis
-blue skies and golden leaves
-food in the cupboards
-wonderful dishwasher and laundry machines!
and most of all:
-Faith in my Lord
Even though it seems there may be dark times ahead, I know my God is beside me, He is bigger than any man, and He will not forsake His children. I am thankful to be able to call on Him for courage and strength.
I am a blessed stay-at-home mama to three beauties and one little man--aged 3, 4, 9, and 13 years-old. Life is busy and challenging, sweet and beautiful. I love to create family traditions and memories for my loved ones. Thanks for visiting!